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You lie, monkey boy, but not intellectually.

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What will it take to convince you that most people don't experience life as essentially a reaction to Christianity? Observe---you have spent 30+ years interpreting everything through the Christian paradigm and exercising elaborate confirmation biases to reinforce your Christian beliefs. Most people DO NOT DO THIS! They HAVE NOT DONE THIS!

Nonetheless, I do sympathize with you, because I have been there, done that. Remember, until I was 21 I had no serious acquaintance with a single human who denied the divinity of Jesus! So I know how narrowly one can parameterize life, given enough time.