[Indiana]

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I thought you were proud of how you dealt with it?

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well im not proud that i spent so many hours to make so little money when i could have made more money doing something else non-poker related. I mean i stayed up the whole night sunday to get that $ back and now I'm so tired that I can barely function. It takes a 31-yr old like 3x more time to recover from an all-nighter than it takes a 21-yr old. I probably will stick with poker but I need to treat it more like a hobby than a profession. I need to play fewer games and just enjoy a marginal side income because grinding my ass off affects my "real job" which is pretty damn profitable and easy compared to [censored] poker.