[john kane]

this game pisses me off.

i decide to play today. -$1700. this is doing my head in, it really is. i was 2 tabling 5-10nl and lost $1k: (the other $700 was 8 tabling 1-2nl)

3 handed, the BB loves to min raise when i limp. produces these:

my Q4 vs his QQ on a 24Q board. greattttt. laughably though turn is 10, river 2. i bet $300 on river, he has $200 back and just flat calls. lolsssss.

then my 9Q on a 8TJ board. obv turn 8, river 8.

then my 'he must be 2 barrelling me' mode switches on so i drop $300 with AJ vs his AK on Axx board and i check raise for $350 on a QQA8 board.

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yeah i know this is micro amounts compared with most of you guys, but money is money. it's the time aspect. going 6 months of winning to then have 4 weeks of non stop breakeven crap just sucks. especially when you raise your expectations only to see them wiped away.

i got to get drunk tomorrow. definitely very drunk.