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doing a battle rap about how my dick is small in front of a girl I liked,
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This sounds awesome.
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In theory yeah, but rather cruel unprovoked and not in an actual rap battle. That's being the center of attention for you, and doing anything for it.
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That is MAJOR humiliation dude. You should really address that aspect of your personality that leads him to believe that he can do that [censored] to you. Either it is a freak occurance or there is a submissive part of you that kind of invites people to humiliate you (which boning the chick your drooling over right under your nose could also easily be construde as humiliating you as well, or at a minimum having no respect for you although I do agree with what ElD has said, given the small dic rap stuff there may be a pattern here).
YOu need to toughen up. Go here and tell them your story in the field reports section and blindly follow what they tell you to do:
www.fastseduction.com
Just don't get caught up in all the overly technical stuff there.