[soko]

As hard at it is. You may not be experienced to realize this yet but she is testing you. She isn't testing you to see if you love her or anything you may think. She wants to know if you're strong enough to tell her that you want to live your own life your own way and am not going to stop doing something you love by putting her before your passions. Sounds like something you would read on mASF but it's the truth.