[illini43]

When I opened up 2+2 this afternoon, I was SHOCKED to see this thread at the top. I am completely stunned that ZJ was doing this. Looking back, I realize I was naive in thinking that no one did this, and everyone played fair and by the rules, keeping the integrity of the game at a high level.

Well, I was wrong...

I'm one of those "18 year old kids" that looked up to ZJ. His blog is bookmarked in my web browser. I read his trip reports and updates and if I was bored, I would go and check and see if he was playing on Stars, just so I could watch a "good" player play.

I always had some far-fetched goal that if I would ever be fortunate enough to qualify for a major event (through some sort of online satellite) that I would get to meet ZJ at some point in the future. I respected him as a player, and he seemed like a good guy.

I now feel extremely stupid about ever having 'looked up' to him.

Thanks Justin for wasting my time and admiration...