[kaz2107]

sick post yo and obv sumtin i have been givin tremendous thought to tha last couple months (unfortunatly)

me and my gf often have those talks to. lol. it is nice to have a gf who is understanding but we do get into fights on occassion and it is often because i am in a foul mood due to poker [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img] i need to pick it up in this regard for sure

losing 5 or 7 buy ins shouldnt b that big of a deal but of course when i drop 500 or 700 bucks i hate my life and am super pissed off and often question wut the hell i am doing and want to revamp my game (which often leads to many more problems and probably hurts my winrate to be switching things all the time)

i wouldnt mind hearing just things people r going to do to eliminate this thinking as best as possible and things people r going to do to help this situation. (gelford is probably the best person i kno who handles this [censored] tha best as he can easily drop a decent chunk of money and b as happy go lucky as ever)