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I was considering getting plastic surgery.

Namely dermabrasion, jaw implants to make my jaw more prominant, botox under my eyes to get rid of the blue/gray area and some filler in my cheeks.

What's ssnl's opinion on this?

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I guess you already know that no one here will encourage you to do it, so maybe you are seeking for some confirmation here why you should not do it?

From your earlier posts here, I can imagine your thought processes that lead to your consideration, but I strongly disencourage it. I had those thoughts as well when I was in puberty. You are feeling more insecure about yourself than you should be. I am way less good looking than you, but, eventually, I also found that special nice, pretty, intelligent girl that I live together with now - but I had to turn 23 before I met her. You're still so young! So just be patient, plastic surgery is not changing anything. Except that you might look into the mirror then and think "that is not me anymore" which could get you depressed.