[Pog0]

It's times like these that one can use a new perspective. See the world, take a break, learn about quantum mechanics, become more connected with your spirit (whatever that means to you).

Then start playing like it's a brand new experience.

There's no simple solution to what you're experiencing, and if you take a look around the board, you'll see that so many other players are facing very similar problems. I guess these are the cons to the pro poker player lifestyle.