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I go through huuuuuuuuge mood swings all the time. I'd compare it to going through the menstrual cycle, but I have no first-hand experience. Some days I will be very aggressive and horny. The next day I will be sad and passive. I can be motivated one hour and not care the next. I can love an ex-girlfriend, not being able to live without her, then the next day not really care too much about what happens with her. I don't understand it. It's as if my entire thought process about everything changes.

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I may aswell have posted that. Some days when I see my Ex I start to think "why did I leave her? I so miss her" and the next day I won't even look at her and not even thinking about it just to start thinking about her the next morning or something... you get the point. Same thing in poker. If I take bad beats one day I may go "Ah well those things happen" and the next day I will break a chair or something (I have done that yes).

I really need to improve this part to become a good player and believe me, I tend to go out of line to when playing live and that is really bad and I feel really bad afterwards too. I'd love to see a post on this subject where someone post useful information about how to get over it or just some background facts to it so I get a point to why it is like this.