[john kane]

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i dont know about you guys but this break i am taking is really nice. feels nice not having to worry about poker and having LEEEEEEEEE have fun putting coolers on me. i have more time and i am kind of liking it. with that said though i am gonna dominate on sunday when that weeklong gamblers addiction thing is up on my stars account.

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we spend our weeks dominated by this game. trying to get in as many hours as possible, thinking how too make the most profit given ability to deal with levels of risk, thinking how to change our games.

sometimes i wonder whether i will look back and think what a waste of my youth this all was, i could of travelled as much as possible and seen the world. then i think, [censored] that, this has been the best thing which could of happened, not having a financial worry in the world and having an hourly rate ten times what other people my age get paid for doing jobs they hate. having something which i find fascinating and is available to me 24hrs a day. profitable and interesting, the best hobby possible.

but having said all that, sometimes i wish i could spend a week doing nothing, watching trashy tv, going to play lots of sports every day, reading a book, and not thinking about how much im throwing down the drain but not grinding. im not saying your doing that tcorbin, i just wish sometimes i didnt have the burden of knowing every hour of my day not at the laptop costs me $100+. i guess thats why i drink so much, becuase its a great way to escape that feeling. and yes i do feel i have a very good balance, but still im sure there are some people out there playing ther 50 hour weeks and earning a [censored] load more than i do.

anyways, this probs doesnt belong in the forum, but i felt like replying to tcorbins post.

gl all.