Dude, Mr. OP-man, you have to realize that you're posting this in the wrong place.
All of the people who are attacking you on this thread are actually being defensive. You've scared them a little bit.
Maybe they're gambling addicts. Or maybe people in their lives THINK they are doing (or are capable of doing, or inevitably will do) what you did, and judging them negatively for it. Their anger and rudeness is simply an expression of their their own insecurities and fears (both social and monetary), and you shouldn't take them personally.
Anyway, if I were you I would just copy and paste your OP into a new thread at:
http://www.psychforums.com/viewforum.php?f=204
Good luck!
p.s. I was joking in my previous post. More gambling is not going to be a solution for you. Good luck.