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Been there done that. It's a tough school, and not just academically. It's a pressure cooker, and extremely unforgiving. If you fall into the cracks there is no one there to pick you up. (And yes, I know this from personal experience.)

Here's the thing, you're a smart kid and are very capable. Go to medical. They are extremely helpful. I've seriously turned my life around completely upon returning and things have never been better. I didn't have the support group of friends my first time around, but you probably do. Take advantage of that. Everyone here is so caught up in presenting themselves as the best that it's hard for anyone to ask for help.

I have been in your shoes. If you ever want to talk about it, PM me. Luckily for you, I don't think you're dealing with bigger psych issues, it's just end of term getting you down, but it can spiral so quickly out of control.

IHTFP :-)