Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
Nezzar,
There's a lot to be said for a poker player to be playing at a limit where he's comfortable with the variance and adequately bankrolled.
While it may not be the most glamorous and may not yield the largest numbers to play say 25/50, the money is still hand over foot greater then what the outright majority of people stand to make, and if it keeps you sane then it has tremendous added value.
You need to take care of yourself and keep your mind and heart healthy. Your psychology is critical to whether or not you can be a winning player over the long term in poker, especially in strong and very aggressive games like you're playing.
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