Re: My life is over.
Try to have an open mind to what I write here. We all attract people into our lives to give us something that we need. You needed love and understanding, and you got that, at the same time you receive and opportunity to look at what is happening take responsibility, make some changes and get exactly what you want, not necessarily in terms of a partner but in terms of your life.
This has little to do with the girl and little to do with poker and everything to do with you and how you are perceiving the situation and the world. You have certain beliefs that I would suggest are not serving you well. Where you speak in terms of absolutes we can find some of these. These are pointing to some thing that you could examine and find your answers.
Some of them are...
"My life is over"
"I am a wimp"
"I am a coward"
"I keep thinking she doesn't respect my work"
"Life stinks and on top of that I start realizing that I am not that young anymore, that I won't be able to do anything else for a living"
"Where I live, I have nobody to talk about these things"
I would suggest that an examination and re-tooling of these things that are true for you. This would at the very least get you on track and at best transform your life.
-Blazman
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