[JustZak]

I've gone through it and it can be brutal. I didn't smoke quite as much as you, but I did smoke multiple times every day, for a long long time. It definately takes at least a couple of months to stop feeling crappy. Just remember, you are way better off like this. You've honestly already gotten past the hardest part... and don't start substituting drinking, it might help short term but it could eventually just end up taking weed's place as your substance of choice to abuse. Bury your head and keep plowing forward. There is an end in sight. Good luck man.... you're almost there.