[Jinx]

every now and then I think that I'm lucifer and that I'm forced to relive my life throughout eternity as a punishment for my rebellion, but then I come down from the acid trip and became a bit saner.

But I do have a theory that god gave us free will but not really the wisdom to use it, and that we're forced to relive our lives over and over until we actually do what's "right" and move on. Of course we never do because what's "right" isn't fun or exciting, so we're forced to relive the imperfection of our lives in an endless loop for all of eternity.