[astarck]

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Final Tally:
-8k. Weird thing is I just feel frustrated. Don't feel sick to my stomach or anything. Just generally pissed at my own lack of self control and pissed with the way I handled the whole night.

I blew an entire month's work in one night. I feel like a complete idiot. I really can't play anymore tonight. So I guess I will get up tomorrow and start grinding again. I've got way more than enough bankroll I just really need some help with my emotional control.

I'm not really sure how I am going to work on it, but we'll see.

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I did this just a week and a half ago except it was only 2k in a day (but proportionally equal for me). I also tried to play after -1k and then -1.5k, much like you did, to try to win some back since I felt I was still playing well. It was by far the most I've ever lost in one day and the strange thing is, I felt the exact same way. I was very frustrated but that's about it.