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You have no shot at being a winning gambler.EVER. Your blackjack parlaying nonsense proved that. You can't beat a negative expectation game by making higher negative expectation bets. I only gamble to win money and not for the action and all of that other [censored] casinos try to sell you.

I do not know your financial status. Maybe you can piss away a few hundred grand a year but it seems stupid to me. Try and look at this from the outside and ask what if anything you have gainded from gambling. Now look at what its cost you.I can't go to the store and buy things with action, they usually want money.
In my opinion your girfriend seems like a gold digging [censored]. However if I were her Id rather you spend the money on me than at a fucken card game, so its not totally her fault. Youre a degenerate so shes gonna be there during the good times when money is rolling in and she'll be gone when youre living in a box. I hope she atleast gives good head because she seems pretty worthless otherwise.
Don't play drunk. Plain and simple a bad move.
Don't play sober if you have any value for money. If being piss broke with nothing to show for it play as much as you can. It's your life, you can make your own desisions. Id prefer you not throw it away but thats up to you. I don't buy this garbage that this is a disease. Everything you do has consequnces, I just down think losing all your money gambling is something you should be doing.