[x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for stake
 

Wow. I never thought I'd make a post like this but if HEK can, I suppose I can too.

After an extremely stressful winter and early spring where faith decided to [censored] up just about every part of my life at the same time, things had finally gotten back on track the last few months. I got back together with my girlfriend who I until recently loved very much. I started winning again and never really felt the need to take any shots at 10/20 or for that matter play much 5/10. Had a few tourney scores in may which gave me a 40k month. Life was good and I actually felt I decerved it.

Fast forward until last weekend. I show up late at this birthday Party for a buddy of mine. While still in the hallway I hear my name being mentioned and for some reason I stand back and listen in on the conversation. Turns out this piece of [censored] formerly one of my best [censored] friends has banged my girlfriend and somehow people got a hold of it. While some girl is telling him what a lowlife retard he is, I just sneak out completely stunned. Right then I could give a flying [censored] about that [censored] ex of mine, but that he could do something like that was devastating. Pictures of Michael Corleone telling Fredo he broke his heart were going through my mind.

What I should have done was obviously go back to the party and kick his ass which I think I'm a small fav to actually be able to do. Instead I go home and grow more pissed by the minute. Entering my room I see the laptop light glaring towards me and a terrible idea takes shape. "If I can't trust my friends, at least I'm gonna be rich".

Now, I have a ridic expensive lifestyle for someone who rarely plays above 3/6. This means I cash out all the time and recently more than ever to pay for rent/tuition and a new car that I hoped would be the subject of this BBV post. Oh well, the point being that my bankroll is(thank God) only 40k but(unfortunately) just moved to FullTilt where they have this juicy(yeah right) 50/100 game. It took me exactly 71 hands to throw $40 000 out the window. And besides this which obv was the second hand, I can't blame anything or anyone but myself.

Full Tilt Poker - No Limit Hold'em Cash Game - $50/$100 Blinds - 2 Players - (LegoPoker Hand History Converter)

BB: $10,000.00
Hero (SB): $9,710.00

Preflop: Hero is dealt A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (2 Players)
<font color="red">Hero raises to $300.00</font>, BB calls $200.00

Flop: ($600) 6[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $500.00</font>, BB calls $500.00

Turn: ($1600) 2[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $1,300.00</font>, <font color="red">BB raises to $4,500.00</font>, <font color="red">Hero raises to $8,910.00</font>, BB calls $4,410.00

River: ($19420) K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (2 Players)

Pot Size: $19,420.00 ($0.50 Rake)

BB had A[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (a flush, ace high) and WON (+$9,709.50)
Hero had A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (three of a kind, kings) and LOST (-$9,710.00)

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u found out ur best friend fecked ur girlfriend, and you decided to play high stakes poker? where's the part where u beat his ass, slap your ho, and poo all over their genitals?

and how do u run so good w/your AA @ 95%...

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

aim me.

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for stake
 

just stake yourself. If you're going to have unbreakable rules when it comes to poker, you should start with not ever putting your whole BR on the table.

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

wtf just redeposit
what a stupid rule to set for yourself

if youre a winning player youre just going to be throwing money away by getting staked when you have enough money to stake yourself

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obv you need to return to 50/100 and win back your 40k

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I can't blame anything or anyone but myself.

Full Tilt Poker - No Limit Hold'em Cash Game - $50/$100 Blinds - 2 Players - (LegoPoker Hand History Converter)

BB: $10,000.00
Hero (SB): $9,710.00

Preflop: Hero is dealt A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (2 Players)
<font color="red">Hero raises to $300.00</font>, BB calls $200.00

Flop: ($600) 6[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $500.00</font>, BB calls $500.00

Turn: ($1600) 2[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $1,300.00</font>, <font color="red">BB raises to $4,500.00</font>, <font color="red">Hero raises to $8,910.00</font>, BB calls $4,410.00

River: ($19420) K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (2 Players)

Pot Size: $19,420.00 ($0.50 Rake)

BB had A[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (a flush, ace high) and WON (+$9,709.50)
Hero had A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (three of a kind, kings) and LOST (-$9,710.00)



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I think I'd blame the site when the K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] is in the deck twice.

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

OH MY [censored] GOD!

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[x] op fakes hh's to make everybody cry

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omgz i has sooted kings

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btw ... you are a nit ..

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[x] op fakes hh's to make everybody cry

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[x] op fakes hh's to make everybody cry

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btw ... you seem like a winning player ..

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"I have a ridic expensive lifestyle for someone who rarely plays above 3/6. This means I cash out all the time and recently more than ever to pay for rent/tuition and a new car that I hoped would be the subject of this BBV post"

"I do still have like 2-3 years of living expenses depending on degree of balling"

"I found this one loop hole"(if i can gamble with other peoples money i dont have to risk my own)



Are you [censored] joking? Your an [censored]idiot.

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[ QUOTE ]
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I can't blame anything or anyone but myself.

Full Tilt Poker - No Limit Hold'em Cash Game - $50/$100 Blinds - 2 Players - (LegoPoker Hand History Converter)

BB: $10,000.00
Hero (SB): $9,710.00

Preflop: Hero is dealt A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (2 Players)
<font color="red">Hero raises to $300.00</font>, BB calls $200.00

Flop: ($600) 6[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $500.00</font>, BB calls $500.00

Turn: ($1600) 2[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (2 Players)
BB checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $1,300.00</font>, <font color="red">BB raises to $4,500.00</font>, <font color="red">Hero raises to $8,910.00</font>, BB calls $4,410.00

River: ($19420) K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (2 Players)

Pot Size: $19,420.00 ($0.50 Rake)

BB had A[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (a flush, ace high) and WON (+$9,709.50)
Hero had A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] K[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] (three of a kind, kings) and LOST (-$9,710.00)



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I think I'd blame the site when the K[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] is in the deck twice.

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I was feeling bad for OP until you spotted that.


Bust your friend kneecaps.

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If you have any repsect at all for yourself do something to this "friend" of yours. You do not have to physcially beat him up, but steal something valuable, [censored] up his car, do something. how can u live with youtself if u dont do anything?

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page one!
this moron...

as for yur dbag friend, despite my lack of belief he actually had said gf, and said best friend banged her, you should do something creative.
jerk off into his shampoo.
steal his tires.
somethin cool.

ps.
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omgz i has sooted kingz

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QFT

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[ ] not enough [x]s in thread title
[x] asks for stake after lying about hh
[x] seems like a winning player

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

Who is going to stake you after what you did?

Do you want me to lend you another 40k dollars?

Just take a break, for at least a week, and maybe if you want to feel better make a smaller deposit and make yourself grind it from smaller stakes.

To play 100NL you just need to deposit 2K.

Also, I,m sorry for the experience, but the world is full of lovely girls, if things don,t go right with one, it will go with another.

dardo.

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pls ban OP for lying and possible scam, dont need this [censored] here srsly

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yeah i felt bad until i read the post about the two Khs.

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Thread would've been awesome if true. Too bad it's not true.

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lol at fake hh. also why are you posting stats from party if according to your story you should have your roll on FT and be playing there??

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ban

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Kicking your non-friend's ass does not solve your problem. Spewing money on pokers does not solve your problem. Solving your problem is looking at your personal relationships. Freedomainradio.com .


Also,

The double Kh is kinda strange. Care to clarify?

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so the whole story is fake er what?

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If its fake meeh.. if not, just make a deposit!

just supply the Hand# if its for real and the converter or somethinig messed it up with the double Kh.

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

could this be like a sick level

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Meh, just got a lot of jibborish instead of cards with the onverter so just did it manually and obv made some mistake. The deuce is on flop and it's a heart and the J came on turn. Flop K is obv not a heart. Whatever. I think everyone who has ever dealt with me in any way know I've been nothing but trustworthy and straightforward. And like I said, I'm not begging for a stake or anything, I can well afford to take a long break.

Re: [x] Life tilt [x] 20x usual stakes, [x] Busto, [x] Looking for sta
 

how do you feel?

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OP whats your opinion on grease fires?

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uhu where he kicked his friend in the hospital and felt great about that.
Then playing some high stakes poker and win like 200k where the K [img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] is a K [img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] after that he bought a balla new car and partyed like he had never did before [censored]ing a [censored]load of girls way more hotter then his ex GF.

Then fiending out his ex GF caught clamidia from his former best friend who did nothing his whole life but [censored] nasty ugly girls.

thats how it should be [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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no begging for staking in bbv