Big Steve
 

What the [censored]?

You're back, so whats been going on?

I know you get hated on a lot, often for good reasons, but your posts always amused me.

So big gay trip report?

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I moved to Dallas, Texas. Had what I thought was a great job until today(see my legal advice post). Purchased a downtown loft. Tried to make life the best for my boyfriend. Spent a large sum of money doing this. He because a lazy ass. One weekend he wants to go home to Mississippi, so I got him a plane ticket. Then I get home from work and in the bathroom on the counter is his Pill box, So I go to Love Field and haul ass back to Mississippi with them(and came to see my mom) and then I bitched at him for forgetting his pills. IF I was him I think the pills that keep me alive would be the first thing I put in the suitcase but that is just me. He got pissed that I had 2 new vehicles (Toyota Prius and FJ Cruiser) and I made ride with me or take public transit, I would not let him drive. 2 reasons #1 His license is suspended for a DUI and #2 after having a lover who was killed by a Drunk Driver I refused to give him a penny toward paying off his fine. We had lots of drama. Went on a trip to Mexico to try to work things out without outside influence and other peoples opinions. That didn't help. The final 2 straws were he was called for a interview at a large bank here and he did not even go to the interview because it was raining and he would have had to wait for the bus in the rain to take him just a few blocks to the other side of downtown. The other and final straw was after spending just $25K on a Asian Fung Shui Interior Designer to make my apartment all [censored] buddhist asian and peaceful zen like crap, he tell me that he is not comfortable here.

Well if you are not comfortable after everything I have done for you then get the [censored] out and don't let the door hit you in the ass when you go!

So every two weeks durring and after I have been tested for HIV I am still HIV- and the doctor tells me that I am wasting my time constantly getting tested but I do it anyway.

So I am single, I am back in Mississippi for now(and maybe for good) since my mom is having ups and downs with her health, and life is just freakin' peachy for me as well!

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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The other and final straw was after spending just $25K on a Asian Fung Shui Interior Designer to make my apartment all [censored] buddhist asian and peaceful zen like crap, he tell me that he is not comfortable here.

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WTF

[censored] that noise, man.

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Big_Steve : Do you have a 'gay' accent / voice. I was hearing your post in the stereotypical homosexual accent and am curious to know if that is how you would say it.

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None of that amused me.



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Big_Steve : Do you have a 'gay' accent / voice. I was hearing your post in the stereotypical homosexual accent and am curious to know if that is how you would say it.

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NO, if you haven't seen any of my pictures here is one for you.
http://img240.imageshack.us/img240/2743/dscf01075sk.jpg

Does He look like someone with a sissy, twinkie, high-pitched queen drama voice to you?

I am on the left. [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img] "Winston Churchill"(not his real name) is on the right.

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Oh I forgot one other straw that REALLY PISSED ME OFF.....

He used my credit card to order an ounce of "Sticky Icky" from California shipped UPS to my name and it was signed for by the lobby office of my apartment complex. [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/shocked.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/shocked.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/shocked.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/crazy.gif[/img]


Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Dude, your attitude continues to amaze me.

I could not deal with some douche like edfurlong asking me for a big gay trip report and then getting upset because my gay life wasn't entertaining enough for him, or some random guy asking if I have a stereotypical gay accent.

Your ability to not take offense to being marginalized and tokened is really impressive. WTG.

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A. You are a [censored].

B. It didn't amuse me because it wasn't funny. It wasn't a complaint.

By [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img] I meant sorry duder.

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Dude, your attitude continues to amaze me.

I could not deal with some douche like edfurlong asking me for a big gay trip report and then getting upset because my gay life wasn't entertaining enough for him, or some random guy asking if I have a stereotypical gay accent.

Your ability to not take offense to being marginalized and tokened is really impressive. WTG.

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Well if Ed wants entertaining gay stories he can find them on the internet. My life is not fabulous,, I am not a Fab 5, although I would like to hook up with Kyan Douglas.
http://img218.imageshack.us/img218/7353/kyan7ri.jpg

My life is difficult(I did originally type "hard" but changed it to avoid the obvious jokes) I thank you for being impressed. I am just a normal guy with a not so normal life and a not so normal sexual preference. But [censored] it life still goes on.

I am just trying to get my life in focus once again.

That is one thing if I move back to Mississippi that I will miss the most are the Buddhist Meditation Centers.

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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None of that amused me.



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That is fine, some trip reports are great, others are more of "Trip and Fall" reports.

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Your ability to not take offense to being marginalized and tokened is really impressive. WTG.

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Best wishes, Big Steve. Good to see you back.

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Dear Big Steve,

Have you ever considered going on queer eye for the queer guy? Your hair is so butch, and that shirt really doesn't do much for your skin tone.

But seriously man, sorry to hear the problems, welcome back, you were always one of the few posters who had an identity in my mind rather than being "another random 20 year old american".

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Not to be rude, but wasn't there a bunch of OOTer's while ago advising you not to drop everything for this dude you just met?

I'm too lazy to look up threads. Ignore as necessary. YMMV.

Re: Big Steve
 

Rough. Glad to hear you're surviving.

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Big Steve : I'm sure you know this, but I really, really strongly recommend if this dude trys to come back into your life, don't give him the time of day.

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Dude, your attitude continues to amaze me.

I could not deal with some douche like edfurlong asking me for a big gay trip report and then getting upset because my gay life wasn't entertaining enough for him, or some random guy asking if I have a stereotypical gay accent.

Your ability to not take offense to being marginalized and tokened is really impressive. WTG.

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If you couldn't deal with this, CHANCES ARE you wouldn't introduce yourself as a flamer in [censored] OOT, of all places.

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Steve,

Kyan is HOT HOT HOT.
I am SOOOOOO sorry I didn't get an autograph or photo with him. Everyone asked me and I just totally forgot. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

Forgetfully,
Elaine

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Steve,

Kyan is HOT HOT HOT.
I am SOOOOOO sorry I didn't get an autograph or photo with him. Everyone asked me and I just totally forgot. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

Forgetfully,
Elaine

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Who was your fav Elaine? I thought you would be more of a Carson type. Mine is Thom (in a hetero way, does that mean I have no favorite in a man-man way?). Something about him is so cool, so relaxed, and he has excellent taste in vino. I guess I aspire to be a bit like him, he (his character?) has excellent taste.

PS: Welcome back to big Steve, OOT is not the same without our resident Mississippi Queen. I love your stories, keep em coming.

TT [img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img]

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Steve,

Kyan is HOT HOT HOT.
I am SOOOOOO sorry I didn't get an autograph or photo with him. Everyone asked me and I just totally forgot. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

Forgetfully,
Elaine

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Who was your fav Elaine? I thought you would be more of a Carson type. Mine is Tom (in a hetero way, does that mean I have no favorite in a man-man way?). Something about him is so cool, so relaxed, and he has excellent taste in vino. I guess I aspire to be a bit like him, he (his character?) has excellent taste.

PS: Welcome back to big Steve, OOT is not the same without our resident Mississippi Queen. I love your stories, keep em coming.

TT [img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img]

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I only got to meet Thom unfortunately, but I was favorably impressed with him. He's smart and has a good sense of humor, and I think he is better looking in person than on the tube. I really would have liked to have met Carson who is very smart indeed. He is from the next town over from where I grew up, and I think he'd be an interesting person to have lunch with.

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wait, so... why did you leave and why are you back?

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-- Big Steve

Now, you're back, am I redundant?

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Dear Big Steve,

Have you ever considered going on queer eye for the queer guy? Your hair is so butch, and that shirt really doesn't do much for your skin tone.

But seriously man, sorry to hear the problems, welcome back, you were always one of the few posters who had an identity in my mind rather than being "another random 20 year old american".

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If there is a queer eye for the queer guy I want to be the poster child. That picture is last year's picture, I have let my hair grow and now have some fagtabulous highlights in my hair, I also have lost about 80 pounds which freaked people out when I came back to Meridian {EVIL GRIN}, becuase going from 388 to about 350 before I left was like a whale taking a [censored], it's just not that noticeable, but coming home and being 308 was quite noticeable.

This was [censored] hilarious because the people here in Mississippi knew that I was dating "Pozzed" Joey. What they did not know is that I had started a diet before I left for Dallas and then got a personal trainer/ nutritionist when I got there which helped me drop 80 pounds and go from 52" waist to a 42" waist and still going.

All they saw was the dramatic weight loss, and some jumped to conclusions like "OMFG Big Steve got pozzed and caught the [censored] flu and must be on the toilet everyday [censored] his brains out to have lost that much weight so quickly!"

I just laugh, and tell them it is a diet, and when they say which one, I joke that I am on the Whitney Houston Diet.

A line for breakfest.
A line for lunch.
A gram for dinner.

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Not to be rude, but wasn't there a bunch of OOTer's while ago advising you not to drop everything for this dude you just met?

I'm too lazy to look up threads. Ignore as necessary. YMMV.

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yes Yes YES, but to be fair I did not just meet him, or pathes crossed back again, I should have listened to OOT. God how many people have said that. "If I had a nickel" [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Not to be rude, but wasn't there a bunch of OOTer's while ago advising you not to drop everything for this dude you just met?

I'm too lazy to look up threads. Ignore as necessary. YMMV.

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yes Yes YES, but to be fair I did not just meet him, or pathes crossed back again, I should have listened to OOT. God how many people have said that. "If I had a nickel" [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Blindly heeding the advice of the OOT collective is guaranteed to produce worse results than good ones.

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Rough. Glad to hear you're surviving.

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Oh yeah I am very calm about things now, I just take life as it comes. I try not to blow up like I use to about little insignificant things. (A1 Sauce comes to mind) I really think this buddhism stuff has mellowed me out. I don't even take Effexor XR anymore, and have not had SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) or a panic attack in a good while.

He who seeks happiness
By hurting those who seek happiness
Will never find happiness.
from the DHAMMAPADA

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

Re: Big Steve
 

Big Steve,

NM, for some reason I thought you were still with teh Dbag.

WB,
guids

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wait, so... why did you leave

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Stupidity

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and why are you back?

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Glutton for punishment

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

Re: Big Steve
 

WTF does pozzed mean? I've been hearing that 5 times a day all of a sudden.

Congrats on the weight loss and dumping that prick.

Re: Big Steve
 

Steve, welcome back. Your perspective is great for this forum. Sorry to hear all hasn't been well.

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WTF does pozzed mean? I've been hearing that 5 times a day all of a sudden.

Congrats on the weight loss and dumping that prick.

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Pozzed read about it here

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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The other and final straw was after spending just $25K on a Asian Fung Shui Interior Designer to make my apartment all [censored] buddhist asian and peaceful zen like crap,

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25k? steven when did you start rollin this deep?

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The other and final straw was after spending just $25K on a Asian Fung Shui Interior Designer to make my apartment all [censored] buddhist asian and peaceful zen like crap,

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25k? steven when did you start rollin this deep?

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I was awarded a settlement of 400K for a car accident I was in that was caused by the direct negligence of the Department of Transportation.

I also has some in Savings. Any other questions about my personal finances that you need to know? Would you like me to upload my Quicken Checking account info for you? What about my SSN?

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

Re: Big Steve
 

Have you ever thought about completely slimming down, then hitting the gym and looking good, and then [censored] hot girls?

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The other and final straw was after spending just $25K on a Asian Fung Shui Interior Designer to make my apartment all [censored] buddhist asian and peaceful zen like crap,

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25k? steven when did you start rollin this deep?

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I was awarded a settlement of 400K for a car accident I was in that was caused by the direct negligence of the Department of Transportation.

I also has some in Savings. Any other questions about my personal finances that you need to know? Would you like me to upload my Quicken Checking account info for you? What about my SSN?

Big Steve [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img]

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Well if he doesnt take you up on that offer than I will.