reup
06-20-2007, 04:52 AM
I recently went through a depression where I figured out I was repressing some things, call me a vagina whatever.
When I was depressed, I noticed that people who were not depressed, who were generally happy with life because their mind was in order, and dealt with their problems as they came up rather than repressing them down ... seeeemed god-like to me in my trollish mentality. I liken it to a graceful singer in a band as opposed to a more hackish/gross level singer. Subtle differences etc.
Also what I've come to see is that the spiritual path in general, and what 'spiritual' people talk about in their circles is how to open their awareness, because they have shut themselves off somehow, disowned themselves because they hated themselves at some time, or however they practiced aversion from being themselves in their own personological ways.
Sooo, it seems to me, that God is real, but only if you are not God yourself, and if you are already God-like, because you are normal and not retarded, then there's not much to say unless you enjoy talking or arguing.
When I was depressed, I noticed that people who were not depressed, who were generally happy with life because their mind was in order, and dealt with their problems as they came up rather than repressing them down ... seeeemed god-like to me in my trollish mentality. I liken it to a graceful singer in a band as opposed to a more hackish/gross level singer. Subtle differences etc.
Also what I've come to see is that the spiritual path in general, and what 'spiritual' people talk about in their circles is how to open their awareness, because they have shut themselves off somehow, disowned themselves because they hated themselves at some time, or however they practiced aversion from being themselves in their own personological ways.
Sooo, it seems to me, that God is real, but only if you are not God yourself, and if you are already God-like, because you are normal and not retarded, then there's not much to say unless you enjoy talking or arguing.