buddha01
01-03-2006, 11:34 AM
This is what happen to me over the last week or so.
Bought in £100, lost it all.
Bought in £100, lost it all.
Bought in £100, played well went up to £1700.
Went away proceeded to get a cold then return back to the (internet)tables a few days later.
Bought in £100, again again again . lost every penny(all £1700 then proceeded to lose £700 of my own money above every thing.(werid thing during this was my left hand had some sort of muscle spasim, i could not control my left hand it would flex up real bad?? what is this?
I then was in the situation where I had to pay £320 rent and £250 loan money and only had £120 to my name.
Yes my ass was feeling like yours as you read this too.
I then went back to the tables after I considered how f-ed I was, I then played my A game for a long evening. it was not even hard for me I killed it with in about one hour.
I made £1200 with my £120 (in total after about 6 hours) (3/6 tables) withdrew that and left my orginal £120 in my online account.
Now this is were it gets interesting after being a monster almost unbeatable the other day, I go online this monring before hitting work and play this hand, ready I need a punch in the face.
Full table, one raise, me and one other guy on the table.
Im holding queen of spades and the ten of hearts.
Flop 2H,Queen-H,6-H. (so a possible flush right there for the other guy).
He checks it, I check it, Turn eight of clubs.
Board- 2H,Q-H,6H,8C.
I bet 8$, he goes all in with $256 I call it with my $126.
fifth card, well it was another heart and it made a flush for me also but he had the king-H which was obvious, it was either that or the ace as the queen was down why would it go all in.
I need a kicking, I need some sort of beating to wake me the f up, I seem to either be able to play two types of poker, full on you cant touch me Im going to make 1000% profit (which ive do when I put my head down) or I commit suicide. Im not one to talk to myself but man its getting close. I dont no man some times I sit down and its like I cant feel pain or Im just not in game other times trust me I dont care who you are I will beat you, I can just see the flop and see through it like its magic, its not just the flop its how you bet, how you have bet, I swear my whole body my very fiber is about poker, other times ... does this happen to any body? I want some body to really give me a good flaming.. I think its not understanding the value of money but darn the amount of times Ive gone broke and had to live on rice and tuna for a month.
It seems to me I need 6+ hours to really get warmed up and once I do I can play for 30+ hours (easy) and just smash it.
I need to leave the tables alone unless im serious, its like some sort of masochism.
I good beating ,a soild wake up call, I wish I was still a kid so my dad could beat the living day lights out of me.
Sorry but this board is for sharing poker, my story is not even about poker, its about how bad some body can play, donating thats what its called, I fight some times to give my money away.
My goal now is to play once a week seriously, make it a saturday, play for 3 hours fun money then go in low stakes for a hour see how it goes then hit the big tables and crush them.
I still need a good beating.
I dont even feel bad, There is some thing wrong with me.
Bought in £100, lost it all.
Bought in £100, lost it all.
Bought in £100, played well went up to £1700.
Went away proceeded to get a cold then return back to the (internet)tables a few days later.
Bought in £100, again again again . lost every penny(all £1700 then proceeded to lose £700 of my own money above every thing.(werid thing during this was my left hand had some sort of muscle spasim, i could not control my left hand it would flex up real bad?? what is this?
I then was in the situation where I had to pay £320 rent and £250 loan money and only had £120 to my name.
Yes my ass was feeling like yours as you read this too.
I then went back to the tables after I considered how f-ed I was, I then played my A game for a long evening. it was not even hard for me I killed it with in about one hour.
I made £1200 with my £120 (in total after about 6 hours) (3/6 tables) withdrew that and left my orginal £120 in my online account.
Now this is were it gets interesting after being a monster almost unbeatable the other day, I go online this monring before hitting work and play this hand, ready I need a punch in the face.
Full table, one raise, me and one other guy on the table.
Im holding queen of spades and the ten of hearts.
Flop 2H,Queen-H,6-H. (so a possible flush right there for the other guy).
He checks it, I check it, Turn eight of clubs.
Board- 2H,Q-H,6H,8C.
I bet 8$, he goes all in with $256 I call it with my $126.
fifth card, well it was another heart and it made a flush for me also but he had the king-H which was obvious, it was either that or the ace as the queen was down why would it go all in.
I need a kicking, I need some sort of beating to wake me the f up, I seem to either be able to play two types of poker, full on you cant touch me Im going to make 1000% profit (which ive do when I put my head down) or I commit suicide. Im not one to talk to myself but man its getting close. I dont no man some times I sit down and its like I cant feel pain or Im just not in game other times trust me I dont care who you are I will beat you, I can just see the flop and see through it like its magic, its not just the flop its how you bet, how you have bet, I swear my whole body my very fiber is about poker, other times ... does this happen to any body? I want some body to really give me a good flaming.. I think its not understanding the value of money but darn the amount of times Ive gone broke and had to live on rice and tuna for a month.
It seems to me I need 6+ hours to really get warmed up and once I do I can play for 30+ hours (easy) and just smash it.
I need to leave the tables alone unless im serious, its like some sort of masochism.
I good beating ,a soild wake up call, I wish I was still a kid so my dad could beat the living day lights out of me.
Sorry but this board is for sharing poker, my story is not even about poker, its about how bad some body can play, donating thats what its called, I fight some times to give my money away.
My goal now is to play once a week seriously, make it a saturday, play for 3 hours fun money then go in low stakes for a hour see how it goes then hit the big tables and crush them.
I still need a good beating.
I dont even feel bad, There is some thing wrong with me.